The things i learn

So, things have been pretty rough lately. But, i've learned that marriage is not meant to be easy... especially when your so young and you marry into the stress of the military. My new found strategy to keep the peace and enjoy my marriage is patience... i never thought one little word could work wonders. So far it has ease alot of stress and has created a better enviornment. Some other news, i started running again. Let me just say, today wore me out... hopefully tomorrow is better. till then...

unappreciated...

its crazy how someone can change so much in so little time. lately ive been struggling to just get him to touch me or cuddle or have a serious conversation... its  always... im doing something... or ... im tired...  i do everything i can possibly to make him happy but i feel like he doesnt have the same mindset. maybe its stress... but... i dont deserve to not be loved as much as i put out my love for him. not sure what i can even do anymore... maybe just give him the same treatment and see how he likes it.